{"id":709,"date":"2022-05-01T09:22:27","date_gmt":"2022-05-01T09:22:27","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/musicalmemories.whereishome.info\/?p=709"},"modified":"2022-05-01T09:22:27","modified_gmt":"2022-05-01T09:22:27","slug":"stateless-on-campus","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/musicalmemories.whereishome.info\/?p=709","title":{"rendered":"Stateless On Campus"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Born overseas but moved to the Land of Oz at six,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Confused and bewildered but over time found my feet,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Language barrier was a problem, cultural clashes were\ninevitable,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The resourcefulness of children underrated, to go with the\nflow seems second-nature,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Fast-forward ten years, ya boy well and truly made himself\nat home,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sadly at the expense of the identity forged in the South\nEast Asian nation he came from,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Learned some valuable lessons along the way, the good and\nthe bad,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>That folks are generally welcoming but others preferred\nyou\u2019d stayed in your own land,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2018I come from The Land Down Under\u2019 but not all were offering\nvegemite sandwiches,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Even fellow transplanted compatriots weren\u2019t above hazing\nand pettiness,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Such was the case in high school, a setting that was equal\nparts jail and something kinda tribal,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Your place within the hierarchy seemingly beyond control,\naffecting how you\u2019ll win and influence people.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Can\u2019t forget those days, a mixture of highs and lows,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Idyllic beyond school gates, it was a stable life at home,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Befriended mostly denizens born and bred, fairer-skinned and\nspeaking with perfect Aussie accents,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Some on the strine side if not borderline bogan but such is\nlife in Sydney\u2019s wild wild west,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Wasn\u2019t well-received by aforementioned fellow transplanted\nfolks,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Up in arms over why I ain\u2019t riding with my own,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The dude did try but was met with the stink-eye,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tenuous grasp of the mother tongue had y\u2019all branding him\n\u2018acting white\u2019,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>While others griped I was too traditional, too similar to\nthose from the motherland,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Better to move on now than tear my hair out to the last\nstrand,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Am a hip hop head now but back then was a punk, alternative\nand heavy metal fan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Perfect genres to voice out anger but deemed\ncounter-cultural said the <em>kababayans,<\/em>\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Can only bang against bricks for so long before that skull\nbe cracking,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Friends and allies don\u2019t come easy but thankfully found some\nthat were willing,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But just \u2018cuz you\u2019re accepted don\u2019t mean that you belong,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>To others born and bred this outsider was a disturbance to\nthem all, &nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Wearing that bullshit on their sleeves, you know exactly\nwhat I mean, <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2018Cat and dog eater\u2019, \u2018skin tone same as poop\u2019, \u2018Flip\u2019 and\n\u2018Gook\u2019, jokes \u2018bout small appendages, too,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Should\u2019ve cracked the fuckers with minds stuck in an era\nbefore \u201873,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Would\u2019ve meant suspension if not expulsion, at the time I\u2019d\nsooner hang than self-destruct for their amusement,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Can\u2019t lie, though, a generous serving of punches would\u2019ve\nbeen well-deserved,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Smack \u2018em til their faces broken, maybe a few limbs and\nribs, too, for good measure,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Dunked on by both sides over identity politics, how the fuck\ndid it come to this?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Seems the universe saw it fit to assign me the role of the\npicked-on-kid,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Stateless on campus, marooned on Point Nemo,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ain\u2019t nobody worth trusting so the struggle was mine alone,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Friends came and went, had to fend for myself sooner or\nlater,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Such was the case by high school graduation, frowning in that\npicture for a reason.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But fuck it, it\u2019s in the past where it belongs, no point\ncrying \u2018bout it now,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Gotta move on to level up, it\u2019s been done and dusted about,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Might as well forgive and let go, but for the target it\u2019s\nhard to forget,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Great insults last a long time, should there be a reunion\nthese eyes will serve to remind them.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Born overseas but moved to the Land of Oz at six, Confused and bewildered but over time found my feet, Language barrier was a problem, cultural clashes were inevitable, The resourcefulness of children underrated, to go with the flow seems second-nature, Fast-forward ten years, ya boy well and truly made himself at home, Sadly at &hellip; 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