{"id":434,"date":"2019-11-18T05:52:03","date_gmt":"2019-11-18T05:52:03","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/musicalmemories.whereishome.info\/?p=434"},"modified":"2019-11-18T05:52:03","modified_gmt":"2019-11-18T05:52:03","slug":"shadow-of-the-day-reading-on-the-sly","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/musicalmemories.whereishome.info\/?p=434","title":{"rendered":"Shadow Of The Day: Reading On The Sly"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Read about your story, stumbled upon it when I should\u2019ve been working,Work days drag on and on, like Jack Torrance I\u2019m succumbin\u2019 to madness and boredom,<br>Surfed the web on the sly, just a short break, not trying to be defiant,<br>Skimmed through google and YouTube in between dealing with clients,<br>Read about your plight, I can\u2019t lie, \u2018twas a depressing read, <br>Had your whole life ahead of you but it wasn\u2019t meant to be,<br>Born into misery, a battler from jump, no time for a childhood,<br>Momma didn\u2019t care, step-dad was a turd, you did the very best you could,<br>Took care of your younger siblings \u2018cuz the \u2018rents wouldn\u2019t do shit,<br>Shared your life online, provided your audience with a glimpse into your life,<br>Started a blog, too, airing out feelings you\u2019ve held onto for so long,<br>Strangers on the \u2018Net made you feel like you belonged,<br>You let them in, openly, shared with them the good, bad and fuckin\u2019 ugly,<br>Unsure if they were even listenin\u2019 but \u2018twas better than keeping it boxed in,<br>Depression and anxiety, suicidal thoughts, poverty, <br>Other nasty shit best left unsaid, it was all fucking grubby,<br>Also shared what was deep in the depths of your heart, you were one of a kind,<br>Had a lot more to give, crippled by the demons that infected your mind,<br>Coped with it the only way you could, the blade\u2019s sweet kiss cut deep,<br>Can only imagine how many nights you\u2019d cried yourself to sleep,<br>Pain and suffering are poisonous in extra large doses everyone has a breaking point,<br>Twelve years old you\u2019d seen enough, time to check outta this joint,<br>Got dressed in your best, even the make-up was sharp,<br>Like you were headed to a party in those jeans and white top,<br>No celebrations to be had, ain\u2019t gonna be no happy ending,<br>Took matters into your own hands and even live-streamed it,<br>This doll\u2019s irreparably broken, the New Year was two days\u2019 shy,<br>No turning back now, noose is tied, tears flowed as you uttered your last good-bye,<br>Fifteen minutes the feed lasted, if only you knew the uproar generated,<br>No one listened when you were living, hope Mom and Pops get what\u2019s coming to \u2018em,<br>Closed that link, back to work, fuck it, can\u2019t stay focused,<br>You were just a kid, it shouldn\u2019t have ended like this,<br>That shit stayed for the rest of the day, like a stubborn stain,<br>Just won\u2019t let go, rotting within like a fuckin\u2019 plague,<br>Been almost a year now since you checked outta here,<br>You would be thirteen, in different circumstances who knows what could have been?<br>Fly high, little angel, no one can hurt you now,<br>Hope you\u2019d found peace and happiness, wherever you are,<br>No more tears and sadness, your abusers are long gone,<br>It\u2019s a shame you couldn\u2019t be saved, but now you\u2019re free, keep shining on.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Rest In Peace.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Read about your story, stumbled upon it when I should\u2019ve been working,Work days drag on and on, like Jack Torrance I\u2019m succumbin\u2019 to madness and boredom,Surfed the web on the sly, just a short break, not trying to be defiant,Skimmed through google and YouTube in between dealing with clients,Read about your plight, I can\u2019t lie, &hellip; 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